Updates, final one.

I've got over the past and moving forward day by day.

I love you and I know you do too ;)

Dear lord,
Please give me strength to move on. I ruefully ask for forgiveness. I don't want to move on with all my sins. Please forgive me and make me study hard. I have only a week more to go. All the wrongs that I've done, please forgive me. Wake me up from all the fairy tales please. All i want is to do well in the upcoming Major Exam, the SPEEAMM. I love you. Amen.


Went to dad's in KL for 3days. I was too stressed. Need some time to destress ;) Dad was really a great help. He bought me stuffs and I JUST LOVE EMM! Charles & Keith's sandals. The awesomest shoes I've seen! cardigan from Zara, Heaven!

I left my perfume in Dad's drive :( nevermind.

Sigh. I just need some time to warm up my brain!

More updates when the MajorE's over yeh y'all. Loves.

I TOLD MYSELF TO BE FUCKING PATIENT. I TOLD MYSELF TO NOT LET THE GODDAMN ANGER OVERPOWER ME! BUT FUCK IT MANN. I AM SO GOING TO KL RIGHT NOW!!!

and you stop fucking threaten me.

FUCK YOU!

Hallo da weeeen

This is definitely a very late post. To be exact, i couldn't find my usb cable. Okay, like you care right? haha.

Some gist of the day ;) Uhm, i actually wanted to dress up as a cat because I am really good at the making up part you see? But something just strucked me and I changed my mind. I got everything ready within an hour's time. Heh. Im great, i know!

1) I 'chow' my whole wardrobe for the baggiest and ugliest shirt i could find.
2) turned it inside out and cut the collar.
3) KILLED MY EYELINER AND LIPSTICK, because i used it to write BLOODY MARY WOKE ME UP!
4) lame lehh. haha.
5) slip in my Levi's polka dot boxers.
6) Taadahh!

nevermind. I tried to be as nonchalent as I could ( thats what my character's supposed to be ) but the FUN and FRIENDS around just.. aiyoyo.. bey tahan. HAHA.

My phone's cam is so so ANNOYING. Just look at the pictures.

BLOODY MARY WOKE ME UP!
the nurse and I

Suiee and i

Uma and I

Gothgirl and I

The paper tomb. HAHAHA.

I also dont know what I am lah.

I think I freaked those drivers that passed by me. HAHA.

I was wondering. WHY IS PINK ALWAYS LABELLED FOR THE GIRLS AND BLUE FOR THE BOYS? why not the other way round? Hmm.

Let it go.

Why must everything end up this way?

The feeling just lost like that.

Not because I don't have the intimacy or feelings towards you,

Its everything that happened during all the intervals in between.

Don't you understand that sometimes,

its good to let go?

For the sake of you and I?

I can take it NO MORE;

the burden on my shoulders are killing me,

and plus the upcoming Major Exam,

I really dont know what to say.

Its no more just me and you,

Its also the PEOPLE around us,

Can't you see?

I doubt if you're reading this,

But if YOU are,

Boy, i can take it no more,

I dont wanna go to the extend where I have to beg you,

Just let it be,

The hatred in within me is overpouring already,

Its so strong that,

I just wanna run away everytime I see you.

I dont have the guts to tell it to you,

That I can't stand the way you behave and react,

Its unbearable.

I'm sorry.

FML, seriously.

I am super annoyed and super irritated right now, like RIGHTT NOWWW.

*screamss*

Just fuck the hell off okay. Just do it mann. Like I even care? Jump off the 100th floor, tuhhh idc!

nothing productive!

watched MJ's THIS IS IT today. It was alright to me because I ain't a huge fan of MJ. At some point, his music made me danced to the beat. He is definitely the King of Pop. Memorable though. I personally think EVERYONE should just spend an hour or so to watch this video clip. I dont prefer callin it movie. Nevermind, you watch it yourself.

i didnt do anything good at all todayy! urgh. I FEEL SO BAD BECAUSE I AM NOT ONE BIT NERVOUS ABOUT THE EXAMS. Just salute me. anything la okay. Halloween party tmr and idk what to wear okay. yes, must take heaps and heaps and loads of pictures. I DONT CARE. heh.

i just felt like uploading these picture, idk why. some have already been uploaded but i forgot which one. so yeah. whatever.

i hope YOU'll like em ;)

my deskmate, diana. eh, havent seen her for quite some time. heh.

keiyan and i. cute isn't she?

yes. STEPH is my sis.

yer, i miss the old times lor. this picture is so antique ;P

suet yeng. mod maths genius ;D

cats. i did my face ALL BY MYSELF okay. haha.

i wonder how it feels to be BUSY 24 HOURS A DAYY!

call you tomorrow

" busy now. call you tomorrow "

hmpff. i dont quite like this phrase though. okay WHATEVER. haha.

chemistry tuition totally killed my butt. my butt was practically sitting on half at the end of the bench. really hurt my bones, not that i'm that skinny but IT STILL HURTS. i was complaining "ngo hou gui arr. ngo hou guii arr" in class. really. whateever.

enough. call you tommorow. bye!